just an update :)

So much has been going on recently.. Liam and I are being treated for thrush.. it is so painful but I am pushing through it because nursing is so important to me.

Allen is being so rebellious lately.. I know he is jealous and wants love, but its so draining.. The past 2 days Liam has wanted to nurse non stop.. every time I would finally get him to sleep and try to put him down Allen would come in and wake him up.. So I had to start all over again and it took even longer to be able to spend time with Allen.

I'm finally feeling pretty good recovery wise.. as soon as the weather is nice I am planning on starting to get Twister back in shape. Maybe starting tomorrow.. we'll see. There is a barrel race in town February 25th and i would LOVE to be able to go run.. but I'd have to work really hard getting him in shape and I'm not sure I'll have enough time between nursing Liam and giving Allen the attention he needs... but we'll see.